Whether it's a big decision or just picking out what I will wear for the day, I struggle with making decisions. I don't even like to decide what restaurant we are going to eat at for dinner, unless I'm craving something!
There are some decisions that I think might be possible, my mind ponders if that opportunities should arise, what I would do. That way when the time comes I will know how to handle it. Sometimes that 'time' doesn't ever come. Some people tell me I worry about stuff to much. Maybe I do, I don't know. I just try to prepare for things. But it can also lead to heartbreak if I expect a certain outcome.
That being said, I often second guess things A LOT! I try to not but it's hard.
I'm always scared I won't make the right decision or that I will regret the decision I made. I struggle with this so much. I pray about it and hope for the best. I guess in a way I want to try to control situations. I need to learn to let go and let God.
There are things, that I am more passionate about and I know without a doubt that I am making the right decision. Then there are times where I am so doubtful that I just get overwhelmed and send myself to planet anxiety. That's no way to be and I need to find a way to deal with that.
Do you find your self in this same situation?
How do you handle it?